halloween and then christmas approaches.  usually around this time of year i’m okay, i prepare all my gifts way in advance. this year has me a little worried.  with the economy being in a shamble, and my mil passing, plus a ton of other unforseen exspenses. i just don’t see it happening this year.   honestly it’s really got me entering as many contests as i can.  thats going to be my main source for now on christmas gifts.  god this really sucks.  i’m sure there are a ton of other people in my situation.

i’m starting to wonder why some states don’t have a program for children in need. i know there is toys for tots and thing like that but there are certain guidelines to be elidable. at least thats what i was told.